My New Addiction

He's Pretty...I wish Sookie would just die already though. >:(

Sophie

P.S. I'll Have a post about my weekend up sometime this week.

Now I really know I'm crazy

Now I understand the reason I text so much, especially right before bed. It's to keep my myself from thinking to much. I don't know how but when I just let myself think I just start thinking about terrible things. Very Very terrible things. I'm not going to go into specifics here simply because these thoughts just bother me so much. It's not like I start thinking evil thoughts more like I start thinking about scary thoughts. Agh, This is hard to explain. But I didn't get to sleep until about 3 last night and had to start reading The Abarat to get my mind off of it, though it really didn't work because by that point I was falling asleep. I was too tired to stay awake. Man I hate how I stress myself out.

Sophie

If my childhood had a soundtrack..

Songs from these albums would be on it. :

1. Ten-Pearl Jam
I remember this one most vividly because this was probably my mom's favorite album ever, I don't recall ever listening to anything more often then this when I was still in my car seat.


2. Live Through This-Hole
Now this is another one I remember constantly listening to in the car. It's filled with so much aggression I love it. Courtney Love may be crazy but this album is a classic in my book.


3. American Thighs-Veruca Salt
There are two particular song off this album that I just remember loving so much. Those two songs were Seether and Forsythia. I think I loved them cause they were so fantastically girly but still bad ass at the same time.


4. Flood-They Might Be Giants
My dad got me into this album, he'd constantly play it so I'd always have him set it up on our old computer so I could listen to it as I attempted to play minesweeper and various other games.


5. Core- Stone Temple Pilots
If you ask my mom she will tell you that one of her favorite memories of me is when i use to sing Wicked Garden in my car seat. Also for some reason when I think of Sex Type Thing I have a image of me watching Snow white at the movies in my head.


6. MTV Unplugged in New York- Nirvana
Though neither of my parents were very big Nirvana fans they always would play this album. It's a classic.


Sophie

Moms say the darnest things

"I was watching 'The Object of my Affection', you know with Jennifer Aniston and she has a gay best friend? Yeah, she's really ugly."- Mom

I need to read more

I realized this after watching an episode of Gilmore Girls. You know the one where Lorelai and Rory go to Harvard. In the specific scene that sparked this realization, Lorelai is telling Rory about Harvard's library and their massive amount of books. Then Rory starts freaking out because she calculated that she's probably only read about 300 books in her lifetime and just starts doing her typical Rory freakout.

I can't actually say how many books i've read, but i'm going to guess it's much less then 300. You know for a bookworm like myself I actually don't read that much. This saddens me because there are so many books out there that I want to read but just haven't come around to reading, some of which I actually own.

So now I'd like to start making a list of books I need to read.


1. Jurrassic Park (I've almost completed it just 100 more pages)
2. The Abarat (Natalie's been wanting me to read it for years)

I only have two for now but there are lots more.

Sophie

A Trip to the Doctor's office

Me: Man I really hate going to the Doctor, I can never understand a word he says. Damn and they weighed me earlier, shit I should have lost more weight by now. Fuck he's going to be mad, I know it.. Man and they're going to use that needle that thing is huge. Ok ,ok, put on your brave face Sophie.
*Doctor Comes in*
Dr: *looks over charts* Why are you here?
Me: I..uh..don't know..you just asked me to come back in a month.
Dr: *looks over charts* You should have lost more weight by now.
Me: Sorry..
Dr: Why haven't you been following your plan? *Gives the evil eye*
Me:...MJ Died.

Sophie

Sometimes...

....the best way to bond with your family...is to get shit-faced with them.

Searching for Something New

So lately I've been really bored with my music. Probably because I haven't found anything new to listen to in like 6 months. I know new music is out there, I'm just not as "with-it" as I use to be. Probably because I no longer read any music magazines, go on myspace, listen to the radio, or actually pay any attention to recommendations.

It's really quite frustrating when you've heard everything in your itunes library 20 times over. The last new thing I added to my ipod was the entire Michael Jackson collection. That doesn't count!

Oh and I've tried every online music recommender under the sun. They aren't so helpful, especially since all they recommend is music I already have.

So If you want to help me you can check out my last. fm widget in the sidebar to kind of get an idea about the music I like.

Sophie