Now I understand the reason I text so much, especially right before bed. It's to keep my myself from thinking to much. I don't know how but when I just let myself think I just start thinking about terrible things. Very Very terrible things. I'm not going to go into specifics here simply because these thoughts just bother me so much. It's not like I start thinking evil thoughts more like I start thinking about scary thoughts. Agh, This is hard to explain. But I didn't get to sleep until about 3 last night and had to start reading The Abarat to get my mind off of it, though it really didn't work because by that point I was falling asleep. I was too tired to stay awake. Man I hate how I stress myself out.
Sophie
1 comments:
The Abarat is kinda freaky too lol
Actually, the second book is darker than the first. But I don't know how scary your thoughts are. The book may pale in comparison. It probably does though if you're reading it to get away from the scary stuff.
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